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Flaws of unconditionality

Opaque seems the current through which the dust flies. It's a complex, the redundancy of the events with which one is subjected in their life. The repetitive nature itself molds a sculpture which is scarred by the environmental influence, the imposition which carves the final product of a being. It's astounding though how one seems to remain unaware when those events are experienced first hand but when that same entity bears witness as a third person, that they realise the universe isn't driven by spontaneity. Everytime the intellect taps in this spiraling realization, it is consequently sucked into an entrapment. The scars are yet again stretched further than the capacity of the sutured can take. It is like a short powerful burst of a non-harmonic rage, the over strained nerve juicing off of its emptiness though overwhelmingly strong or rather hubristic enough to withstand. In this engulfing sphere of chaos, rotting the intellect, pushing it toward a new height of i

Reflected back to you..

We are all tiny specks, floating away in the world of flaw. The question we revolt from the unknown seeks approval for our subtle upliftment. But does the question really knocks on the door of infinite possibility? Does it strike a chord on the melody of divine harmony? Does it travel to distances unfathomable, does it reach to the center of spiking hypernovae or does it get to surrender to the feet of the prime?  While we launch our pods of desire, we crave for an answer all our lives; the roads we cross, the small lunch-conversations we spark, the endless push of our thumb against the screen in the loo and ironically the shelter we take under the monument of peace, the question is constantly being processed under our slabs of consciousness, as always sitting in a corner, praying just to be heard.  But what if those enchantments never even see the light of day? What if all the sacred was just a humongous cloud of placebo engulfing our little worlds under the boulder of delusional

Self-reconciliation

Our mind is an anxious mind, what do you wish to proceed with all the time? What do you long to do all the time? I wish if I could just make enough for myself sufficiently and head out. Because thoughts with time change, conclusions on which people used to settle now becomes a breeding ground for arguments. It takes time, for the poison to come out, that's how remarkable the mechanism is. Given enough time people spill poison, reality reveals itself and deep down the bearer is not really surprised. But then emotions trap you, it fools even the most strongest of intellectuals. Emotions is something that defies logic. Emotions when overpower, is something that leaves you defenseless. Because the desire to bring a change is erased. You'll need a literal pause from the relentless complains to crawl out of the comfort zone you cocooned yourself in.  ——— On a freeway cutting through the air, constant drive, the road, gush of blood through the veins, the skies, the s

Legends of the Night

Flashy lights, foggy windows, warm seats and a long way to go. A loved one by your side, to cherish the wildest dream just came upright.. Windows squeezed down, cool breeze blowing the face away, minds lost in utmost fantasy where worlds carve exaggeration all along the way..         .                .                 .                 .                  . Silence in this ambience speaks alot, if you chime in, the universe will give way for a shot. The road is wet, engines roaring into the dark skies, unknowns flashing by, the look on each individual's face will make for one indifferent smile. Rested hearts, settled composure, no words conversed, yet the stillness of the moment glued us tighter than ever. Where were you when I tinkered in the dark, of course it occured to me that I was dug wasted in the past. A new morning, a new sunshine kissed me with high hopes, nevertheless I knew how things were going to settle so I rode down the same road. Keen for a change, dedica

Something held back..

Did you skip a beat today..? Did you feel the need to take a step back down just to see where you landed yourself today with..? Did the anxiety spiked more than the usual today? Well, here the universe humbly welcomes you to acknowledge the help you need to take. It's unbiased, inevitable, yet non-existent only if you deny to bow down and ask for a hand of trust.   Thousands of thoughts run through your mind, and not even one you seem to concentrate upon. It's just the constant worry that doesn't let you bother about one particular stuff. And then when the tension surfaces, you just dust every discussion with yourself to suppression. But deep down even you know that all these emotions, secrets bottled up won't do you good, as you corrode from inside, your expression wears away.   You try to find ways, sometimes even superficial ones that you hope might placate the condition. Such desperation to escape from these strings that tie you, doesn't let y

My mind went blank...

Every moment has a story howsoever small it may be, it could never be insignificant. From the very first peck to the last goodbye, from expectation to refusal, from flying hopes to damning desperation, every moment is captured in the timeline, recorded deep into the universe, unanswered. Moments like these aren't shared as tell-tales but experienced woefully. A face so full of laughter during the day surprisingly finds it's way into over-analysed made-up situations at night, trying to prove for something which hasn't happened already. Like a picture on the wall, holding a thousand memories, depicts an ideal atmosphere to which one cannot relate anymore. Lost in the hazy future, brooding over the past, the light which tries to pierce the burden of both slowly dies away. Say, a fine evening, walking down the wet country road with food in your hand knowing empty tummies are waiting for you. While you're exhausting every grain of your timeline, in these walks you try

A firm hand

Control is what everybody wants in their life, stability to withstand every extremity of emotions, tailor-made conditions to live by which ironically turn the situation more complex and retrograding. We humans are wired as such to commit an action overlooking the consequences at first, and at the very instant when we realize our mistake, we are bound to these relentless thoughts which are emotionally driven and so the intellect loses the command.  This is where the problem starts, the cycle of events which run their course in our heads, the introspection which is determined to make you feel guilty, there's no avoiding it, tears falling down, a rush of anxiety, wishing for the universe to give one more shot.... This situation repeats itself and we find ourselves delving inside our hearts, searching for something which has lost its meaning already. Irrespective of everything that we stood for seems trivial. In that moment we define a new self, one which has emerged